I’m really tired.
of arguing about the same stuffs. of being depressed about the same stuff.
of always have to be hurt by the same thing.
I have been through that and I want changes. and I’m not getting any.
nothing change. and it’s sad.
why? why the fact that I have the feeling of being restricted, being controlled, being owned.
I want to be free. but I’m not.
I really wish to be free but I don’t want to hurt anybody.
I want to be free, it doesn’t mean my feeling changes.
or maybe all this restriction and controlling and not be able to be free.
feeling the same thing.
is the one makes me feel like, is it even worth it.